Life Is Like A Roller Coaster And You Are My Rails.

So much is happeneing.
Life is moving forward.
Faster then I wanted it too.
I love it.
People said I would regret it.
I don't see that happening.
You are amazing.
I love you!

You and I have kind of split.
That will all change.
You just wait.
Let's see where it goes.
No matter what,
I will never leave your side.
You are more than just a friend.
You are a part of my life.
With out you,
It is almost like I am not complete.
I love you!  <3

Today Is The Tomorrow You Worried About Yesterday.

You make my heart skip a beat.
You make me rethink everything.
You make me smile.
You make me cry.
You make me worry.
You make me excited.
You make my life.

This might seem a bit to much.
But,
You are worth it.
You bring 'Joy' to my life.
You share your intelligence.
You intrigue me.
You are my Best Friend.
I love You.

I get nervous when I see you,
I am so excited to see where this new adventure might lead me.
I shall explore france.
And see where I end up.  

One More Time.

You get up on a pedal stool.
Feeling all good inside and such.
Then it all comes crashing down in a blink of an eye.

Maybe It will be better.
It might get back there.
I shall give it one more try. 

Cloud Nine Is A Good Place To Be.

It seems so surreal. It is happening so fast. I am loving where I am finding myself. Just finding myself, in general, is nice. I would not change anything. I'm just on this high, and I never want to come down. It is a great feeling. 

I have never felt it before. It is more than what it seems. 

I feel like a huge load is lifted off my shoulders.

Life. Lately.

Ha.
It is a funny story.
Reconnecting.
Talking.
Laughing.

It just feels good.
To talk to you after so long.
I missed you.
This is true.
I will not let you go.

And of course I can not forget about you.
Getting back together was pretty awesome.
It feels like it has been years since the last time we talked.
It is good.
To have someone who understands on a different level.

Being friends was the best idea we could have come up with.
I couldn't imagine life without you in it.
We have known each other the shortest,
But it feels like we have known each the longest.
I will always have you in my life.
No matter what.

And then there is you.
You never really left.
But it felt like you did.
Not necessarily your fault.
At all actually.
I am sorry.
I still love you more than anything!
You can always count on me.

I am going down this path in life, I am afraid of where it is going to take me. I know it will be for the better. I love where I am right now.  Life just keeps throwing me surprises, and I am taking every one as they come. I do not know what to expect next and I want to keep it that way. Life, as I knew it, is over. But this new thing, I can get used to. I am growing up. We are growing up. It's simply epic. You're epic.

You're the best!
Your smile brightens up my day.
Your voice comforts me.
Your thoughts intrigue me.
Your personality amuses me.
Your relationship makes me jealous.
I don't mean to put you on a pedestal,
But, right now, I'll let it slide.  

Without. You.

this is a new year.
but nothing feels different.
Except the fact that I am missing you.
more than I ever should.
I love you.
and no one seems to understand this.
our relationship is legit.
you are the only one I think about every single day of my life.
my life just is not the same without you in it.
I miss seeing you day to day.
now, it is week to week.
we actually have to try to see each other.
and make plans.
this summer will change that.
I love you, and cannot wait to see where our lives take us.
because, I know for a fact, you will always be in mine!

Emergancy. Medical. Technician.

This week is the end.
It doesn't seem like ithas been 4 months.
I am really excited to see where life is taking me next.
This past week has been really stressful.
Yet one of the best.
I love the way life is working out.