And life seems to keep going.

No matter what i do,
No matter what i say,
You seem to disagree with me,
As if i am not telling the truth,
If only you would trust me.

You say to stay,
but why?
the joys of life,
just keep on giving.

Just One Secret.

I wish I could tell the world my lies.
Open up, let them know.
Then I would not have such a suprise.
I would have nothing to hide.

I just want to start over.
A brand new start.
Let them know.
It is from the heart.

So little know.
But the number is growing.
It is on my mind daily.
Like a firefly is glowing.

I know this may seem lame.
But I just want it said.
I want you to know.
The way of my game.

I trust you to do your part.
Be with me through it all.
Right from the start.

So far you have proven to me that you can.
We have our lives ahead of us.
Let us live life them like we sould.

Here We Are Yet Again.

It never stops.
It just gets worse.

I dont knwo what to do.
I wish it would just end.

Maybe it will.
I hope.

It makes me wonder.

Guess I just have to adapt.....
Thanks yet again.

.Becoming Who I Am Today.

 I am going to be me. No matter what.
I miss you more then anyone realises.
You made one of the biggest impacts on my life.

I have changed a lot since then.
I wish you could have been with me to go through them together.

There is a lot about me that no one will ever know.
But you know all.
You wont ever judge me.

I love you.
I miss how things were.

I know i have told you this a lot in the past.
But like I said.
It is on my mind more then you realise.

It might be tough to be yourself at times.
You might be going through a lot.
Fight it.
Remember that I am here.

You were there for me.
Why wasn't I there for you?

One day things will work out.
I am never leaving.

Thanks you for helping me become ME!
You had the biggest influence.
There is no doubt.

You are always on my mind.
And always will be.
I love you.

time is my enemy.

it is never going to change.
the more i stay,
the more it fails.
my plan is flawed.
why cant it be my way?
maybe one day.
she will realize.
and stop.

school is going great.
one week down. ha
 tired as hell.

You might know her?!

She is pretty amazing.
The best thing that happened to me.
Most amazing being.
Filled with joy.
Fun times.
Nothing can be held from this girl.
People are jealous of us.
Never ending memories.
Lifetime of happiness.
I love her.