Saturday, January 22, 2011

Life. Lately.

Ha.
It is a funny story.
Reconnecting.
Talking.
Laughing.

It just feels good.
To talk to you after so long.
I missed you.
This is true.
I will not let you go.

And of course I can not forget about you.
Getting back together was pretty awesome.
It feels like it has been years since the last time we talked.
It is good.
To have someone who understands on a different level.

Being friends was the best idea we could have come up with.
I couldn't imagine life without you in it.
We have known each other the shortest,
But it feels like we have known each the longest.
I will always have you in my life.
No matter what.

And then there is you.
You never really left.
But it felt like you did.
Not necessarily your fault.
At all actually.
I am sorry.
I still love you more than anything!
You can always count on me.

I am going down this path in life, I am afraid of where it is going to take me. I know it will be for the better. I love where I am right now.  Life just keeps throwing me surprises, and I am taking every one as they come. I do not know what to expect next and I want to keep it that way. Life, as I knew it, is over. But this new thing, I can get used to. I am growing up. We are growing up. It's simply epic. You're epic.

You're the best!
Your smile brightens up my day.
Your voice comforts me.
Your thoughts intrigue me.
Your personality amuses me.
Your relationship makes me jealous.
I don't mean to put you on a pedestal,
But, right now, I'll let it slide.  

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Without. You.

this is a new year.
but nothing feels different.
Except the fact that I am missing you.
more than I ever should.
I love you.
and no one seems to understand this.
our relationship is legit.
you are the only one I think about every single day of my life.
my life just is not the same without you in it.
I miss seeing you day to day.
now, it is week to week.
we actually have to try to see each other.
and make plans.
this summer will change that.
I love you, and cannot wait to see where our lives take us.
because, I know for a fact, you will always be in mine!