Emergancy. Medical. Technician.

This week is the end.
It doesn't seem like ithas been 4 months.
I am really excited to see where life is taking me next.
This past week has been really stressful.
Yet one of the best.
I love the way life is working out.

A. Little. Into. My. Thoughts.

I am starting to rethink everything.
You lie to much.
I am tired of the way things are.
We need to fix this ASAP.
I miss you.
I honestly don't care anymore.
It is what it is.
You used to be my all.
My life is awesome. But it has it's moments. I want you in them. For most people, life can be a breeze. I feel as though mine will make me so much stronger than 80% of others. The struggles. It has all been worth every bit. I will become something so much better than you. I still love you. Just saying. I am tired. Tired of being judged for who I am and who I want to be. You have always put me down. In every way imagined. It is my turn to shine now. Are you ready for what I have to offer?

idon'tthinksoo.

It. Takes. Two. To. Tango.

I creep on your page.
I read your updates.
It hurts inside.
To see that you hurt.
I wish I could help.
Say something incouraging.
But I know it wont matter.
He will get upset.
I tried to be there.
You failed on your half.
I know it is rough.
But it takes two to make a friendship last.
And I am done trying.
Trying to be the only one making it work.
I guess it is what it is.

Figure. Me. Out.

I am tired of being judged.
Take me for what I am.
Or leave me.

I wont change for you.
Not now, not never.

I love you.
But that is not a deal breaker for me.

I have said this before.
I am me.
If that is not good enough for you.
Then I am truely sorry.

You will be missing out on something great.

The grass is not always greener on  the other side.
So for once.
Stay on this side?
With me?

Once. Upon. A. Time.

I nerver ment for me to upset you.
My intentions were good.
They are good.
I am living life.
You will always be apart of my ride.
You will be in the passenger seat the intire time.
You are the reason I am who I am.

We are unbeatable.
We are as one.
We are like no others.
People are jealous of us.
They wish they could be just like us.

Everything I do, I hope for your approval.
I try to make you happy.
I fail 23/7.
My thoughts are filled with you.

I love you.

.My Life.

It has been some time.
Thinking has been done.
You are on my mind.
Times with you make me smile.
You make me smile.

School is almost over.
I will be an EMT.
I'll save your life.

My life has been crazy.
But worth every bit.
I love my life.

You were in town.
But did not get a hold of me.
It hurt.
But it said a lot.
You never try to keep it there.
It is up to me.
I refuse to be the only one making the connection.
I still love you.

Sorry it has been so long since my last post.
I have had other worries.
You know.
Life.

Crack Kills And I Am Addicted.

We've tried so hard to understand, but we can't.
We held the world out in our hands and you ran away.

It takes some time to let you go and it shows.

Cause all we know is falling, it falls.
Remember how, cause I know that we won't forget at all.

Now we can follow you back home but we won't.
Is this what you had waited for? Just to be alone?

It takes some time to let you go and it shows.

Cause all we know is falling, it falls.
Remember how, cause I know that we won't forget at all.

You never, you never said
This wasn't what you wanted, was it? Was it?

This isn't what you wanted.
This isn't what you wanted.

Cause all we know is falling, it falls.
Remember how, cause I know that we won't forget at all.