If People Only Knew

It is crazy to look back,
And realize how much I have grown up.
I respect you guys even more than I ever thought I would.
I love you with all my heart!
It sucks what is going on right now,
But we have been through so much worse!

The Time For Change Is Now.

Through the corridors of sleep.
Past the shadows dark and deep.
My mind dances and leaps in confusion.
I don't know what is real.
I can't touch what I feel.
And I hide behind the shield of my illusion. 

Over It.

I'm Just Done.

I don't think I can take much more.

There Is Not A Day The Goes By.

Yesterday.
Today.
Tomorrow.

What do all these days have in commen?

I thought of you throughout all of them.

ILYTJD!

The Women In The Glass

When you get what you want as your struggle for self

And the world makes you queen for a day,

Just go to the mirror and look at yourself,
And see what the women has to say.

For it isn't your father, or mother, or husband

Who's judgement on you must pass;

The person who's verdict counts most in your life,

Is the on starring back from the glass.

She's the person to please never mind all the rest,

For she's with you clear up to the end.
And you've passed your most dangerous, difficult test,
If the women in the glass is your friend

You may fool the whole world down to the pathway of life,
And get pats on your back as you pass.
But your final reward will be heartache and tears

If you've cheated the girl in the glass.

The Door Is Now Closed.

This was one of hardest nights.
It was worth it.
It needed to be done.
I got tired of living a lie.
Kind of like a double life.
It was driving me crazy.

She took it better than I thought she would.

I love her so much.

It killed me knowing she was so hurt.
We shall get over this.

Then there was you.

Who stood by me the entire time.

Thanks for the support.
I love you!

The Past Was A Blast.

I am about to make one of the bigest steps I shall ever take.
Am I ready?
I would think so.

Looking back,
I realized how much you really ment to me.
It is ashame how it all is now.

It happened for a reason.
I mean,
Look at what I have now.

Where I am,
Is exactly where I was ment to be,
Where I wanted to be.

The past was fun.
But, There is nothing like what is to come.